Life sucks. you know all my life, i never had actually done anything to get myself involved in fights or even drama. because deep down i know, all these while i know all along people can never be trusted.
That's why I am used to being alone all the time. Didn’t I use to think that it was normal to not be surrounded by people? People always betray other people. The defense that I created for myself was just perfect. I knew that. I knew that too well but somehow i always end up getting into trouble even though i didn't do anything. it wasn't my fault heck i had nothing to do with. it always have been that way since i pre-school up until upper level now. like wth?! what did i do to deserve this?
ok you guys must be wondering why am i pumped up this way all of us cause you guys ain't stupid to think this is whole some nostalgic. well you're right it's not cause this is what happened..
there these bunch of (typical popular kids) Rose,amber, Alex,jenna and may. it looked as if they were all going well, pretty close relationship but damn there's a heck load of drama that could fill up until season 2. and the best part is i'm stuck in between all of the! like what the hell? where ? how? when? did i get in this mess. like arghh!!!
ok here's quick summary
Every knows may and jenna don't get along. well cause they're quite competitive which at times they are good to each other but since they have known each since like forever cause they are from the same class and school since preschool. yup rivals since birth. though they don't show it in front of teachers but hey it's obvious. jenna thinks rose is her bff
alex is neutral with May and jenna, like she is like the perfect cheerleader team captain. she wants to be nice to both of them and they too are nice to her though they don't go out together like if alex goes out with may then jenna won't follow. something like that but erghh god they work in same place. how do they even do that?!! but alex hates amber, she was trying to be nice to her but now she's just making it obvious and being cruel to her in her face.and oh she thinks she and rose are bffs too. haha
amber. right. jenna,alex and rose hates her. they make it obvious especially rose and alex. jenna not really obvious but you get the vibe and they both know that. may is ok with amber. amber although knows that no ones likes her except for may she tolerates with all their shit cause she doesn't have any friends and some time it offends her.she really wants to be good friends with alex. cause they live in the same neighbor hood and were classmates almost 3 years.
rose. ooh rose. like her name she is surrounded with thorns.poisonous beauty. god she is cruel. she is the reason this whole mess took place. she hates everyone except her boyfriend and thinks she is perfect cause none of the others have any boyfriend. but she acts as if she has nothing to do with anything.
but in reality
rose hates everyone.alex and jenna wants to be rose friends, they think they are. amber wants to be everyones friends. may.. well.. you know.
you must be wondering. how the hell do i know this? well guys this is because i am in the same group with alex,jenna and rose for buisness class. and man it sucks!! cause i have to listen to them talking bad about amber and may. like because the guy that likes jenna and rose's boyfriend are also in the same group. so all 5 of them start bad talking about amber and here i am the only one in the group who is keeping quiet. but that is also a problem because if i always keep quiet they will think that i'm on amber's side but actually i'm not. i'm in no one's side but mine alone lol.that sounds soo freaking weird . i know. but please bear with me i'm in a major mess for something i'm not even involved
okay then amber poor amber and her best friend kriss. yup kriss and her are hitting pretty well but because of the rest ..i don't think they will ever be more than just friends.. like because of the girls kriss lost his bestfriends which were rose's bf and the guy that likes jenna. all 3 plus another guy max are like in a band and now they are in the verge of disbanding it just because the of their girls. like yeah i know it pretty fucked up.
again where do i come in this? kriss and i go to the same gym as well as the other guys. i go there for muay thai and they go for weight lifting and boxing. so when kriss ( kriss is a very friendly guy) so when he talks to me and stuff or even just a simple hi. the other guy members in my group will give me the eye and then they will like judging me. like wth?!!!!
what is this?! why am i stuck in this mess when i haven't even done anything? i'm not even involved? i just coincidently happened to be in the same place as them at teh same time and the group. like i didn;t choose to be in the same group as them, it was the teacher she hand picked us. like wtf!!!! erghh
reality just hits me in face. like literally
like seriously people i tried i really tried. you know what i deserve a star!
For better or for worse
and for the lack of better words
i here by end my speech
right here
~ sita
