I am happy. Completely content with my life. Most of my friends got scholarships to go overseas. They are going to be living my dream, my dream since the age of 7 and I'm happy for them. I truly am, i want friends to be successful and happy. I know people would ask me "aren't you jealous?"
well to be honest, I'm not. In fact I'm excited for them, i love them to death and i wish nothing but the best for them. so yeah okay you RF (Redfield family, if you don't know who they are then click here to see the post and scroll down) so yeah 4 out of 13 of us are currently overseas two in Egypt (medical course), one in Jordan (dentistry) and the other one in UK(business). Like how awesome is that?! I'm soo happy for them, but at the same time it's extremely hard for any of us to like not see each other for the next couple of years. Maybe some settles there for life, like our bond didn't just pop out of no where or something . It's was going through hell and back for each other: boy problem, family issues, weight and eating problem, insecurities, you name it, we got it.
Lol for a second there i made us look like we are a bunch of problematic teens (hahaha, sorry guys) No. No. we may have issues here and there but study wise, we do our best. We are dorks, idiots at times, blur cases and it sad to know that the next time around during this time they won't be here cause i am the only one left in thehometown, the rest of them are in other states and countries. I miss them so freakin bad, i wish i could just pack them up in my closet and look at them whenever i want.
this actually got me thinking, would we still be friends after we get jobs, married and settled down. can i still see they're goofy side? would i still be able to tell them my problem? would they still be there?
well only time could tell.
For better or worse,
and for the lack of better words,
I here by end my speech right here.
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