Chapter 14 ~ Dumb.stupid.idiot

hey! okay school is okay i guess though i like my previous school much more. The canteen is superb, god so many varieties!! plus the recess is like 40 mins, god i tell you the school is trying to get me fat!! arghhh!! but.. BUT!! the students in there are dumb! like i'm not trying to be mean or anything but seriously they are dumb. Like upper level is equivalent to A-levels and foundation but it is school base as in you need to attend school in school uniforms and follow school rules and all instead of wearing anything you want and going college on time with the class you CHOOSE!

SOOOO this UPPER LEVEL is a CHOICE. you could either go for this or any other options like A-level or foundation or SAM (south australia matriculation) BUT these idiots choose to be here and yet complain why do i have come to school and disturb the class while teacher is teaching like talking on the phone loudly, kissing in class and freakin punching each other in face. o.o?   ( from here onwards there may be excessive advices/comments/reactions from my guru mr Kingsley)
at first i'm like


and then I'm like

i.. i.. I don't even.. I'm done.

and they continue doing the whole i-don't-care-if-i-go-college-or-not-stuff and  I'm there just siting and thinking



like seriously idiots. i came here because i can't afford college and if you are gonna come here and screw this up for me and think that i would accept that well

.


because it is suppose to be a class which means a body of students meeting regularly to study the same subject not an institution in which living animals are kept and usually exhibited to the public.

Idiots. idiots everywhere i tell you!! okay. that was in class. so i was thinking hey maybe it isn't that bad. THAT BAD. in English Litt class cause English litt is an extra subject in which you can either choose whether you want arts,Eng litt,accounts,history or geography.  and guess what, they screwed that for me too.



like the first day itself.

" hey.. guess what my dad bought me this cute new outfit"

" omg he did not kiss her"

" what?! he's gay?"




 i refuse to accept this stupidity in ENG LITT as well.

Are you freakin serious?!! erghhh!! and when the teacher lost her temper. all hell broke loose, like i swear i could see smoke coming out of her ears.she was soo freakin pissed off. So she stopped teaching sonnet 138 by William Shakespeare's  and went on shooting random questions at the idiots.

I'm like finally!!! hahahahahaha in your face idiots and the first question she shot was at the guy who thinks he is a genius and so continues to crap and crap making other stupid girls believe that he is the next Einstein.

the question was: What do you think of death?

the-genius: ...... err.. 

le teacher: staring at him and waiting for him to answer

le rest of the class : stopped breathing and waited for the school's top scorer to answer

le rest of the country : dropped everything they were doing and waited for the future scholar to answer

le world : stopped revolving and waited for the next man to the moon to answer

and then there's me :



wth is taking you so long to answer a bloody easy question.and i literally fell off my chair when teacher rephrase the question in the deep voice

le teacher is a deep angry voice while gritting her teeth : What does death mean to you?

and he was like:




and then i was like :


is this seriously happening ? are you freaking kidding me? death!!death!!  and because he was smiling everyone thought he was thinking up a clever comeback answer but then i was like


he is serious. this is real. this kid doesn't know a shit and he is in the same class as me and he may end up in the same group as me. and the fact he might be reciting William Shakespeare's poems in the future. i just.. sasdfghjk!! if Shakespeare is gonna be rolling in his grave, i don't blame him.

and then she made him stand and asked the same question to the rest of the class and one by one the idiots just stood there smiling/checking their phone/giggling/looking annoyed because they DO NOT KNOW WHAT IS DEATH.

and I'm here face palm-ing myself



and then the genius yet again tries to prove himself as a smart ass to the rest of the class.by saying

genius: teacher, could could you repeat the question?

teacher who already has a pitchfork aiming at the class: WHAT.IS.DEATH.TO.YOU ?

le genius: errm.. i don't have any comment about that but i think death is very important in our life.

the teacher: .....

me:  at first I'm like wow.you have proven that you are an idiot.


and then when reality started to kick in,  i literally started knocking my forehead on the desk.
 and then i looked at him and went


apparently, my teacher and i weren't on the same thinking and so she called me out to answer the question. WHAT IS DEATH TO YOU?

i said : to me there are two types of death. One for the brave and the other for the strong.

and then the whole class was like : wth is she talking about?

but the teacher was amused and surprised so she asked me to explain.

and i continued: One for the brave and the other for the strong. Brave for taking a decision. You can't fire me, i quit. Those people should not be mocked and pitied, they took out their lives because they had enough not because they were scared. (I know how that feels, cause i was once in their shoes though i didn't said this)They must have been through hell and back just to survive everyday and maybe just maybe they thought "you know what, i have a choice. i can choose to suffer or to be free" and they did.

The other one, the strong. They know they have the strength to face another day. to go through life again and again no matter how much life throws at them, the are willing to pick it up and move on. they have more endurance. and when they die, they die as a hero.

and that so called genius started shouting : that's utter nonsense. you can't accept that answer.

at first i was like


but when he said death is which was by suicide isn't considered as an official death. i was like


are you seriously gonna argue about that?

 the teacher was like sit down and exactly after she said that, the whole class started murmuring about me obviously labelling me as an emo but all that drama didn't stop the GENIUS to continue arguing with the teacher. he kept on saying that his answer is similar to mine and I'm like





but then the teacher was like shut up! and the genius started shouting " that's not fair. why do you pick her side? this is outrageous. I'm going to tell the principal and bla bladi bla bla"

and i went all



and the debate went on for the rest of the period which was 45 minutes and it ended it teacher saying " since you people have so much to say, why don't you people hand in a written analysis on hamlet by 8.00 tomorrow morning. okay "

No teacher. no.


it turns out that i was the only one who took her words seriously, cause right after she said that i heard someone say

" haha the awkward moment when she took her words seriously" well what do you know, the smart-ass who said that was in fact Einstein and guess what the teacher replied

"hahahaha, yes my dear. and you wanna know the best part, the awkward moment when i was being serious and making that assignment no less than 600 words"




Like arghhh!!!!!!!!!!!



no way in hell am i suppose to keep doing punishments just because the idiots in my class screw something up. i refuse to accept this.i mean come on!! what is so hard in giving your opinion about death? like if you guys answered her questions, we won't be doing this stupid assignment. like seriously why? why do i deserve this?!



i soon calmed down and walked back to class and started to do my assignment but on the way to class i heard

"omg. why is she so serious? "

" erghh i hate her"

" i hope she gets hit by a car"


"should we poke her tyres?"







and the best one of course, hands down to the genius for saying

" Ohh it's easy.. you guys no need to, everyone knows hamlet, the boy loves the girl but the family disapproves and then they died "



and let me say that is



somebody please kill me. god. help.me. and then i made a vow. from today's onwards



when i went back home my mom asked

mom : how was school?

me:


my mom: ooh nice to hear that.

me: what? were you even listening?

my mom: yes, i am. i see you finally found a place where you belong

me:.....

  I'm done.

For better or for worse
and for the lack of better words
i here by end my speech
right here
~ sita