Thursday, April 19, 2012

Chapter 3 ~ Exam.Stress.Tired



Yoohoo!! honey, I'm home!
Yup I'm back and glad to be here people. I've alot to share with you guys. First off, it was exam week. Yup EXAM. It sucks soo bad, but hey i tried my best. That's the whole point.. right??  It was a stressful week to begin with. Well what do you expect, I got stuck between two very SUPPORTING guys. One that couldn't help to express his undying love to me (well teasing me of course) and the other who always has my back while doing the exam by shouting/whispering encouraging words such as "you're gona fail!!" at me.

Yup. Sure as hell helpful.
Although I gotta say.I have high hopes for my history test and absolutely no hopes for my Mod maths. Gosh I'm a bad student aren't i? But hey at least i enjoyed my last monthly exam in my entire life. I'm going to miss high school  soo much.

Believe me, even though
I got teased all the time..
I got rejected twice..
I have been called mad..
I have been told useless
and have felt worthless..
All these things happend during my high school life and still after all I've been through.I love my school.I love my friends. I love my high shool life. And I'll be always be cherish those memories.

What's there not to Love aside from well.. all the negatives comments up above.
I got my friends, teachers and surprisingly everyone in my school knows me even the freshman every year.Either they know me because they think I'm nice or nasty.Either way I'm popular. (i still think, it's a weird thing)

And then was a phase in my life where i tried to transform myself from the fat ugly kid to an idiot-who-still-hopes-she-could-be pretty-one-day. Like duh obviously I'm still not there. I have allot of expectations and i believe that expectations are one causes that breaks people.

For better or for worse
and for the lack of better words.
i end my speech here.

                                        

                                                                                                                                             sita

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